25-5-2013
There has to be someone.
Someone, anywhere I forgot to look.
Someone who will believe every word I say.
Someone who will say: It is okay.
Or: It's gonna be okay.
This curse lasts a lifetime now and nothing happend.
This two wonderful worlds are killing me.
I can't stand the silence this loud in my head.
The voices, keep whispering what to do, but wrong's always right.
Nothing is what I thought it could be.
Not all the Evil is dark.
Not all the Good is light.
But neather of them seems right.
One day, I'll find them, I am sure.
But that will come with a price.
Such a big price, I can't even be happy.
I am a coward.
I can't be happy, cause I am affraid.
Affraid that she will find me too one day.
Separate me from my loves and spred her dark hearts.
The Red Queen, as the call her.
The Dark Queen, as she is.
I need to find prove.
Now.